really? I doubt ptsd is a game of can you top this. I know mine isn't. and what is god awful for one person may be nothing for another. why even make a post like this? enjoy reading triggering things? enjoy having folks post their triggering things? seriously? what does this post accomplish positively?
do you also ask vets how many they kill? etc.
please. someone put an end to this post ...because again to what use does it help anyone? or will it simply turn into a "well then this happened to me" topic