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Unfortunately the more I became aware, the less I was able to deny it. I did not know that there were tell tale signs of abuse and my behaviors were text book examples. I thought: Everyone sleeps dressed in armored clothes to sleep. Everyone fills up their beds with anything they can find so that there is not an inch of spare space. Everyone makes themselves small in order not to be seen.
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oh... maybe that is why i always kept every stuft animal i own on my teeny twin bed with me.... it's not the animals that make me safe? but the space thing...? maybe why i freak when staying someplace with a big ole empty queen or king bed.
i never looked at those thing either.... and i do sleep fully dressed - sometimes even with more layers on than by day.
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