I'm so sorry you're going through all of this, Xeero Gusteaux II I completely agree with what both the wonderful lizabeth406 and sarahsweets have already wisely said better than I ever could! I'd suggest to listen to them if you can and want! They always give such great, wonderful advice to many people! I completely agree with all of you that making acquintences is definitely easier than making friends. However I believe it's not the same thing like having a close true friend. I believe it's ok if you only need to talk to someone when you feel like it though! It depends on what you are looking for exactly! I'd suggest NOT to give up looking for friends! I know it's not easy, but I'm sure that you WILL be able to meet someone that will accept you and love you for who you TRULY are! Please don't give hope! Try to hang on and look for some friends as much as you can! That's just my opinion though! The final decision is up to you! Of course everyone here on PC will be here for you as well! We all care about you here! We all love you here! Feel free to vent and write as much as you need and want! You know we won't judge you! I promise you that! Remember that we're here for you if you need it! Feel free to PM me anytime! Let me know if I can do something to help you! Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes! Sending many hugs to you, Xeero Guesteaux II! Please don't give up hope! Things CAN and WILL get better! I promise you that! We all believe in you! You're a strong, wonderful person! Please remember that!