That's the bad news. My therapist of 12 years got really sick and now is going to stay home in retirement. Now I have a lady I don't know and it just makes me uncomfortable.

Sigh.

But I am sorry the same thing happened to you. It sucks that no one understands what its like when you go through trauma and episodes and you are left all alone. I absolutely empathize with what you're feeling.

If it helps, writing is SO helpful.

Also, "Chasing Cars" is one of my absolute favorite songs.