(((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))

I'm sorry your family isn't being supportive. I know the feeling, and it isn't very pleasant.

Do you have anyone to talk to? A counsellor? Maybe you need a break from some things, and people do go through down periods. They're not pleasant, but eventually you'll get through it.

If you can try to talk to your boyfriend, maybe he can help or be the support that you need right now, especially if your father isn't.

Keep trying. Keep yourself safe. You're important.