A dose of nonsense is good for roll call... Because I try to heal people in that way.. because nothing in the world makes sense to anyone.. so many problems people have.. mostly relationship problems.. they are trapped thinking about what to on their days off after work.. which is basically slavery if they don't have money.. then they want to buy shiny things (But that's not the point)..

People are exhausted by life more than I thought they are. I thought I was the only one.. but people can live decades longer than me.. while I think I'll die before 30... but I barely know anything at this age.. I want to write a book when I'm around 50 and write many songs before then.. something out of expression? Is this what I'm doing? Expressing? Is it therapeutic? I think so.. So I apologize because I don't even like my thoughts.. Sometimes I see the problems I have and I just want to do something.. something good.. But I always feel bad about what I do.. Life is short.. people in my life will leave and die.. Shame.. Silent to become the stars we once were in the galaxy.. but far away, the dying flames of our souls where we can do anything that we want..

So don't give up. Please. So many people including me wanted to literally inflict death upon self..

And that means something, nonsense or not.

I put something on Facebook that a philosopher found interesting. I must be doing something right..