I find it interesting how quickly you write a response and then delete it.......I read every word of your last one, that you just deleted

"I feel your pain" and, you are "very much needed" and have a great deal to offer but, try to accept, as well as, be receptive to growth from understanding how to communicate with those that don't agree with every word you say, and you will gain more strength, for your good intentions & agendas,IMO