I've never told this to anyone before in my entire life. I don't really understand it myself as I was young. When I was about 5 or 6 my friend who was abused and I engaged in sexual play for about one year (mounting and kissing). I didn't understand what she was making me do at the time or what I was feeling. I don't remember much but being so little it really has affected my ability to be intimate as an adult. Any insight?