The two lawyers are supposed to start settlement talks this afternoon. I am so nervous that I don’t think I can get any work done today. My anxiety has been so high and I have been in a bad downward spiral that my T threatened not to see me again if I didn’t get a higher level of treatment. I have just been a huge mess for months. It is hard to believe that it might soon be over. I just hope I get some of what I want/need.

So please cross your fingers for me.