Hi, I used to feel that way growing up myself. I wonder, Silver Trees, do you have some close friendships? I find all of the above to be extremely helpful in filling any kind of emptiness, ie, doing things I love and enjoy, and doing things that give me a sense of purpose and belonging, but beyond that, I find that having close friendships is also very fulfilling and fills any kind of void I may feel. We can have a loving partner, but we also needs good friends, especially girlfriends we can chat about womanly stuff with. New friendships can also be nurtured and formed at any stage of life, as well, I have found. I just discovered a new group of friends in the last year myself. Anyways, I hope you find ways to fill the emptiness you feel and wishing you all the best!!