I feel as if I have been on a desert island totally isolated for 40 years.I went and ate at the pub and saw a film,it was enjoyable but I was so lonely.I don't like being so alone anymore.What can I do,they say how you were age seven is how you will spend the rest of your life,age seven I was alone and neglected,I had no friends or family around me,I was on my own a lot as mum and dad worked long hours,I went to school and came home and was alone,no friends to play with.So that means as an adult I will always fail at friendships and a partner is out of the question as no one looks at me as partner material.This upsets me and makes me sad.