Today was not a good day for me.

Yesterday, I sent someone packing because they pretended to care for me. We were supposed to meet up for coffee and made me understand it wasn't gonna be possible, that family members had made last minute plans with them. So i told them what I thought and to stop taking me for an imbecile. All of a sudden, I became the one who was having a misunderstanding. That coffee for today was still a go if I wished.

Guess what happened this morning? They cancelled. "Too much to do. Too little time." Well, go eat a brick. I'm tired of people,they're all the same. Why the comedy of the alleged misunderstanding and still insisting about wanting to see me only to cancel ? I'm in this place for a limited time but people who are always here are a priority obviously. And I'm going to be gaslighted for my reaction. No I don't believe my reaction is wrong,enough is enough.

On top of that I had other plans today. My right foot is very sore I'm limping and I'm hurting all over so moving has been difficult today. I got ready late, I get to the train station, the train ticket machine decides to make me lose time and because of that I lost my train!!! So I call to explain, and I'm told not to come because the weather is about to get nasty. So,I lost 4 euros in train ticket because it's only valid today, and guess what? The weather is still the same. F this. F everything. And when I'm having days like this, people wonder why I'm upset? I got ready and pretty while in tremendous pain, only to go nowhere and stay home.

F my life.