It seems like relational challenges always hurt so much, create fear, and really ARE serious. I doubt he sees your problems as insignificant, bc the struggle with trust is such a very core one. I have developmental trauma, and I make mistakes of attribution my T calls them. Like once he complimented me on keeping good eye contact, and what I heard was today you made too much eye contact, so for a month I was afraid to look at him normally. Looking back, I can see 100 percent my T would NEVER throw out a critical statement like that, but I heard it superstitiously . I felt pressured by his eye contact, but I attributed that feeling to him. I hope you can stay with 2x a week. I don't think you will tire him out, though you might get a little tired working so hard.