All I had to add is, oh, yes....I've felt this way as well, for a very long time indeed. It's thanks to you Guys, Pc, things are making a lot of sense for me, like never before. An old herapist touched briefly on the subject, but, backed off when I tried to go deeper into it. My family have made it abundantly clear, I chat rubbish, for most of my life. Not all, but robustly enough....needless to say, I'll never bring up any suspicions I have, about the fact that, imo, I believe our family, have been plagued with CEN for generations. I digress, thanks for letting me vent. I've distanced myself from a lot of people in my life....not quite sure that's dealing, it works for me.

Thank you for this post! Hugs and all the best x