I'm in my early 50's.

I want to end my life and have been planning for it.

I can't get work anymore to earn enough to get my own housing(apt) & healthcare.

Free isn't available for me.

Nothing is free in this world. If I don't have the money to pay for what I need then there is no point in existing.

This is not mental illness talking.

I am rational.

If I can't get work (and i want to work), then I don't want to die slowly in poverty.

I have enough to bury me now than if I spend my money on food, hygiene and car to exist.

My life won't get better that is why.

I have no family nor social supports.

Most ppl do

I've been shunned from society

The hard cold truth is, "no one cares."

Those who offer platitudes aren't paying my bills.