yeah blue - kinda like Freud... he lost all his patients too and for a while HE was his only patient.

as for me... i feel both useless and worthless so i really don't like taking up space or feel like i am wasting t's time. i feel extra guilty that my MD made her take me!! She already had a full schedule and now she has to spend an extra hour for *me*. *gasp*. so i lurk in the shadows when her other patients are around (i've only seen one male male couple a few times - they seem really sweet with each other - oh and one blonde one night who was trying to stop crying). i try not to take up space in the waiting room chairs or her couch - try to make myself as small as possible. Try to get out of therapy and have her give my time to someone else. Each time she either ignores the comment or changes the focus.