Hello Sweetie!
I am so very sorry you are feeling hurt and lonely.

I go through this, too, even in my own home... and in a crowd in my home, too.
It often feels like there is so much distance between myself and others; it's very painful at times.
I have always felt "close" to you, ever since reading your first post, years ago now. I miss you when you are away. If only we could all find friends IRL so accepting and appreciative of one another!
I have been struggling and not so able to be here often. I will be back though!
I am thrilled you are home again!
Much Love to You!

