Thanks for the hug Bill. It is probably going to be a process. I feel more negatively about that meditation group than I do about church. And I may still go to church sometimes. They also have events I've enjoyed. And someone there who I like very much had a stroke, and I want to keep updated with her too. I hope she still remembers me. It affected her cognition.

Basically, it (meditation group) was not enjoyable today. It was painful. I don't really want to talk about why.