T, I am sad. This is the second totally waisted nice day that I felt ok. My son is being a jerk. As long as I stay in my room he doesn’t SH or lash out at me. Took me 6hrs to successfully boil pasta for lunch. I want to be with you, just near you... you don’t have to pay attention to me. I want to feel protected not abandoned. I want to sew and I want to brush the horses, I need to fix the fence, get cat food... I want to worry about cute summer outfits...