I woke up for the bathroom and my eyes are so red and swollen I look like I have a mutant pink eye because I cried so much. Thing is that now that I've cried it's going to be a lot easier.. Plus all it takes is his favorite music. He loved this musician so much that I'm named for one of his songs. There's lot ofti so probably an endless stream of possible songs.

Anyway, hope my eyes recover by 3 when I have to go ut in public and don't want to scare people.