I've been diagnosed with DID for a little over a year, and I was quite oblivious as to what was going on in my head prior to that. There's 43 of us all together (that I know of). I don't really know what my point is, I suppose I'm just feeling overwhelmed. Some of us are acting all dangerous. Lyra refuses to talk. Carol's body image problems are back. My body image problems are back. Allia's been giving out contact info to random people on the net. There's three parts: a dragon, robin, and lion, that are well, claiming to be nonhuman. Is that even possible? I've been awake all night. I'm suddenly afraid to leave the house. I don't know. I just feel like I'm crumbling apart. My parents don't expect that much from me, but I feel like I can't even reach their low standards. I'm completely isolated. I have one friend, but I can't drive and no one can take me to see her and she was in an accident, so she can't come see me. And I'm terrified of phones so I can't call her. My face feels like it's made of mud. And I'm absolutely convinced something terrible is going to happen to me. Sorry for venting like this