I was diagnosed with ptsd and bpd around 10 years ago. I have never really wanted to accept the bpd part and since then I truly question if I have it.

Some things I fit it but in other ways I don’t and I blocked out the time when I was diagnosed so I don’t really remember how they decided that’s what I have.

As I’m about to start therapy after a 10 year break, I’m hoping I might learn what is really going on and if it still fits me as a diagnosis.

I guess the more I have read and learnt about bpd the less I want it to be true as it seems there’s so much negativity around it.