I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Gymgirl71! I agree with all the other wise posters here! Just leave him as soon as you can! It's clear he doesn't care about you and you deserve MUCH, MUCH better than him! Don't worry, I'm SURE you'll be able to find someone else that will truly love you for who you truly are! Just be patient and take this time to take GREAT care of yourself! Many people have been through a breakup, but they DO get over it and you WILL get over it as well! You're a strong, wonderful person! Trust me when I say that! Believe in yourself as much as you can! I hope you'll be able to believe in yourself the same way we all believe in you becausre YOU'RE AWESOME AND YOU KNOW IT! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, Gymgirl71! You don't deserve to suffer AT ALL! Nobody deserves to suffer AT ALL, certainly NOT YOU! Please keep fighting and keep trying your best! That's all you can do after and it's MORE THAN ENOUGH! Stay strong, stay safe and take GREAT care of yourself! You're an AWESOME, STRONG WARRIOR! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT!