Oh, i dont think he was making a joke. Maybe LT did, but i think the T was just saying about chasing the addiction.
It sounds like what T was getting at is this. I know i keep saying, LT, you YELLED at him! But maybe the real question is, WHY did you yell at him? Actually, there was nothing wrong with yelling at him, but it was the wrong time and place. Plus he wasnt your t. Maybe thats when and where ex-MC realized HE was doing the wrong thing, he had stepped FAR outside his role.
You werent looking for anything different from what my t gave me. But you only get it in a very grasshopper moment.