I am still trying to get off Olanzapine and was on 1/4 of a 2.5 mg pill last night but only slept just over 6 hours. I feel more secure now that I have a fitbit to tell me exactly how much I have been sleeping. I was just all stirred up last night over my meeting with my son.

First he couldn't be reached and failed to show up at a time we had agreed to and wasn't answering his phone or messenger. Then i finally heard from him at 2pm. He had been sleeping.

The last time this happened he gave me his roommates phone number and told me he set his phone to ring only when I called so I couldn't understand why I couldn't wake him if he was sleeping and started to get worried and upset especially because yesterday was my birthday and we were going out for birthday lunch.

Well we had a late lunch sushi and I drank too much green tea and I think this is what kept me up. I was also thinking of everything my son told me about his new job and got very excited about that too. He can make a name for himself now in an important technology that will change our everyday lives. It's a great opportunity for him and a big pay raise too and it keeps him in town awhile longer.

I just feel exhausted from yesterday and feel like a coach potato today. No energy to go out shopping for groceries or take a shower just a veg out day. I guess i have enough food at home to manage. Anyway I need to lose a few more pounds.