My last logon was 6-7-18. I seem to have been pretty stagnant since then. I did finally get a full time job...but then they eliminated my position and now I'm jobless. I'm constantly applying for jobs so that I can pay my bills and keep my house. I'm on unemployment but it comes from my part time job salary, so its barely anything. My stress level is ridiculously high but I'm on so much medication it feels more like a mild annoyance. I guess misery loves company because I am back here where you all understand me. And I don't feel bad about complaining. I've been trying my hardest to remain positive, but it's getting harder and harder to keep my head above water. I've missed you guys. I see quite a few new names, however. I hope everyone is a good as they can be.