Welcome back Gina_Re ! I was just wondering the other day where you were. You might remember me as APFEI. I used that name at first. So sorry to hear you are struggling to make ends meet; that you lost your full-time job. No wonder you're feeling stressed, even thru the numbing of meds. I hope you get it sorted out.

I was gone all last Fall too. I got so depressed at the end of last Summer i tried another anti-depressant. Wellbutrin. I felt great and thought i was cured and had many wonderful adventures. But it wore off and turned out just to be another hypomanic episode. I was so bitterly disappointed. And i've been depressed since then, for about four months now. I just eat junk and lay around all day. I know i'm wasting my life but i'm just paralyzed with fatigue.

Is it Spring where you are? Winter has been hanging on here with a vengeance. I almost cried when i looked at the forecast and saw we have snow on the way tomorrow. I usually get my nice euphoric hypomanias in the early Sping. You?