I'm trying to recover from surgery I had last week and I've been miserable. The pain is virtually gone, but I'm depressed and I feel pretty hopeless at times.

I've also accepted that I'm having psychosis right now and have been for a while. I was hearing voices two nights ago and they were projecting their faces into my mind. One of them was a blonde lady with a bob hairstyle who was telling me some of her deepest secrets, but I couldn't understand the gibberish. It was random words strung together. I had also never seen her face before, and she didn't tell me her name. I didn't realize until the next day when I did some fact checking that my experiences didn't add up. I mean, I spent a while trying to figure out the message she was trying to relay to me. When I couldn't figure it out, I thought more and more about how it was a voice with a face and I never actually met her. And why would someone be talking to me in my bedroom when I didn't let anyone in.

I took my rexulti last night for the first time in... uhh... I don't know how long. A very long time. I almost threw it up because it reacted with my stomach so badly. But I hope things start improving.

Thanks for listening.