I imagine most of my relationships have been strange. My parents were usually cold and distant. They are entirely incapable of emotional support.
I've lost at least one friend over their reaction to me coming out. I think I lost another friend because I indirectly expressed interest in her.
I've only been in one real romantic relationship...that was weird. I have no idea what to expect or hope for out of a relationship now. I don't know what needs I'm supposed to have or what I have to keep to myself. Nothing makes sense because that relationship was so weird. And since I'm not conventionally attractive and queer (and look like I'm 17 or so), there are no options anyway, so I guess it doesn't matter.