I'm told I'm going to become an official yoga instructor, but then I saw the look on their face change as I said I could not be paid. I want to be volunteer only.
My depression has been extremely difficult. I've barely done more than sleep for a while now. The thoughts are more dark than I can remember. I never want to wake up.
I see my pdoc in a week. Maybe we can do something where I had to stop taking Seroquel.
I saw my t today, and he could tell how low I've gotten. He was very concerned and recommended hospital if I thought I needed it. I said that there's really no point. I'll end up with bills I can't afford and I'll wind up back here anyway. Bipolar does that.
I just don't care anymore