Thanks for the responses. Ice tried other pyschiatric drugs but that's all that gives me a little bit of quiet. Booze has been particulary destructive.

I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels that why but Drs are so reluctant to give you benzos. They act like they're super potent barbiturates from Mexico. I have to overuse them to get sleep. I can go through a whole script in a night.

If I told the Drs that they would flip.