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Old Apr 11, 2019, 10:10 AM
Anonymous46341
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I had a special class I signed up for that was supposed to happen tonight, but that had to be cancelled.Sadly, the instructor became very ill. So tonight I'll be on my own again. Hubby has a project he's working on with a friend. He went out with a different friend last night. Last night I went to the movies and saw "The Aftermath". It wasn't that great. It was emotionally intense, though. I felt a bit unwell at the end.

I rarely buy anything other than groceries, but today I bought myself a new spring dress, a coordinating cardigan sweater and a pair of cargo pants. All were 40-50% off. I bought them through Lands End and Eddie Bauer. I needed a pretty dress for my upcoming high school reunion. Unfortunately, very few of my dresses fit well anymore. I've gained weight. I highly doubt I'll lose enough by early next month to fit in my old dresses. The one I bought is a pretty floral blue and pink. The cardigan is pink. I have two pretty pairs of shoes that would surely go with the dress, but both are kind of high wedge type shoes. I'm a little clumsy nowadays. I may want to buy something lower heeled.

Yesterday I scheduled my next French lesson. I cancelled my last one. I need to get back to it. Last time I was physically unwell and extremely agitated and anxious.

I'm suddenly feeling emotional now, but otherwise calm. I just watched a video about my old high school, and tears fell from my eyes. It astounds me that that was 30 years ago. I remember my time there so well. I'm almost afraid that when I attend the reunion I will cry. Generally, I'm not a crier, but I am sort of yearning for something I had back then. I could feel the same going back to my university campus. That's actually not too far from my home, either. The strange thing is that if I walk the campuses I will be like a stranger, in a sense. I could feel a bit like an outsider. I almost feel the same when I walk around my childhood hometown.

Last edited by Anonymous46341; Apr 11, 2019 at 10:40 AM.
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