I'm sorry you feel so angry and broken, vishva8kumara "I only realize I have been living on a single hope until I find it is a broken promise". Do you mind telling us what do you mean by that? Maybe this will be a good place to start, so that you'll feel better. I know what it feels like to feel like there's no reason to live on, an that it's so unfair that this should affect ones that you care about. I'm sure a lot of us at PC have been there. But a lot of us are still here, alive. Hope you feel better.