I don’t like using those words..
Since they are the words abusers used about me

I can’t find any help in this forest.

I guess I’m not deserving.

One of my few close friends is sick and on holiday and I can’t talk to them...

They know I’m not a terrible person and am none of the awful things some abusers have accused me of..

But I wish I could die tonight

Maybe the world would be better with out me

I don’t deserve kindness

I deserve to be labelled and even hated

Why? I don’t know