Thanks for your responses everyone. I have read them all, just have been conflicted about responding up until now. I talked to him and he simply will not admit there's anything wrong that's causing him to be distant with me. I have tried to engage him in deep conversation just to try to get some kind of closure but I realize now that he won't give me that. He responds to my attempts at conversation with statements like "Yeah" or "You're good" when through text, or changes the subject if we're on the phone. I don't understand it at all, how someone can go from being attentive and sweet to cocky and distant in a couple days' time. I'm so unbelievably heartbroken right now and the worst part is that I'm still hoping he'll reach out to me in a few months to explain all this to me. I know he probably won't, that his memory of me will fade away and he'll find someone else and just won't care enough to give me that closure. I hate that I still have any kind of hope for this. I feel like I'll carry that hope with me no matter how much time passes.

I ask myself and God why he was brought into my life, just for it to end like this. What lesson was this supposed to teach me?

I know others go through this pain too but right now it feels like no one in the world can possibly understand this...