I remember being 6-7 years old laying in a bed naked with my rapist holding me down by my wrist and forced himself in between my legs and inserting himself inside of me. Can't remember if i'm crying, screaming, or silent because i'm too scared he'll smother me with a pillow or something... my earliest memory of the abuse was when i was 2 or 3 years old. i was in the bathtub at our house. mom walked out the bathroom and him inside the bathroom... started inserting his fingers inside me. It hurt and i told my mom that my butt hurt because i had no vocabulary to know what vagina was... memory ended.