I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Fuzzybear! I agree with what all the other wise, wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! He was probably a troll or simply a mean, nasty person! Unfortunately people like this exist both IRL and on the Internet. We must try not to pay too much attention to them! They only want to hurt us! We must NOT let them win! I understand why you'd feel hurt by this kind of comments though! Please remember that it is NOT true and you are a truly strong, wonderful person who is trying to do his best to survive! That's all we humans can do and it's ALWAYS more than ENOUGH! We all care about you here! We all love you here! Feel free to vent and write here as much as you need and want! You know we won't judge you! I promise you that I won't jduge you! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! Please don't give up hope! Try to hang on as much as you can! I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, Fuzzybear