My parents were extremely emotionally immature when I was a cub.
They had no idea how to raise a happy and emotionally healthy child,
They were even more clueless when I was an adolescent.
I think I gave the paternal unit some “pleasure” at times when I was between the ages of 6 and 9. During those years he was sometimes nice to me. Aside from threatening to send me to prison,..
They threw me out as soon as they could. Aside from different types of abuse and neglect they were pathologically mean with money towards me, including in very early childhood. But they were very well off financially.
They told me all the time how
Mean. (I had no money at all so how could I be mean with money)
Selfish
Emotionally immature
I was ...
I had no adults to model how to become an “emotionally mature” adult.
What should I do?