I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Fuzzybear! I have never seen you acting unpolitely! I believe you're a STRONG, WONDERFUL PERSON! I don't think disagreeing with someone and expressing your own opinion about something means that you're "hijacking" their thread, although everyone is different of course and everyone has his/her own opinions! Please don't be so hard on yourself! You're NOT a bad person and you DON'T deserve to hurt or to suffer! Nobody does, certainly NOT YOU! You've been nothign but kind, sweet and supportive to EVERYONE in your life and you deserve to be treated the same way! Please keep posting and writing as much as you like it, need it and want it! Don't let other people discourage you! I agree with what all the other wise, wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! You deserve to be happy! You deserve to get better and to feel good! You deserve to live an happy, fulfilling life just like everyone else does! You deserve ALL OF THIS and MUCH, MUCH more! We all care about you here and we ALL ALWAYS care about what you post! We all love you here and we all love your kind, sweet, supportive messages and posts! Feel free to vent and write as much as you need it and want to! You know we won't judge you here! I promise you that I won't judge you! I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, Fuzzybear