You're very welcome, dear Rose. I suppose every relationship has 2 sides to it. There's nothing wrong with wanting a relationship. It's just that hopefully both sides are being helped, supported, and loved. And I'm not just talking through my hat, as they used to say. I've been in plenty of relationships that were not reciprocal, so I tend to recognize them.

I'm not surprised that occasionally you strike out. That you try to speak out for yourself and your frustrations. In a perfect world he could hear that and give you space for them. For your very natural feelings and reactions.

Well, I suppose it would be good if I stopped babbling for now. I'm glad you have a prescription for Inderal that is helping. It can be so painful having problems with joints, tendons, and/or ligaments.

Rest well.