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Apr 12, 2019, 11:32 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
Location: Home
Posts: 8,406
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Originally Posted by Open Eyes
You have a right to experience your own feelings and have your own opinions about things, likes and dislikes seesaw.
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Thank you. I can tell how badly this is affecting me right now because every time someone simply validates me by saying that, I want to cry. I am so used to just stuffing what I feel and pretending to feel something different and let people hurt me so that there won't be conflict. I'm tired of it. I'm too old for it. I feel how I feel. Don't like it? F*** off. (Not saying that to anyone here, just like, in general, that needs to be my attitude.)
I'm so tired of tiptoeing around every damn person in the world, being afraid of upsetting them.
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What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly?
Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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