On my deathbed ? Probably. Only because I know that I very soon will no longer be able to remember the hurt. Forgiving and then forgetting is a hard thing to do. What makes it very hard to forgive is the people who never apologized for what they did. Maybe on the last day the people who hurt me can develop the humility to say “ I’m sorry “. Like I said to the people I hurt at the last moment.In the end I think I’ll let God do the forgiving. I hope He forgives me for not being able to forgive others.