Insomnia is kicking the s*** out of me this week. Couldn't get to sleep until after midnight last night, awake at 3 am, I've been awake since then. I'm feeling less mixed lately, and I've not had the bugs under the skin feeling for a couple of nights, but I'm still not sleeping.

Normally I would take an extra dose of sleep meds at 3 and turn off my alarm. Sometimes it just gets so bad I need to abandon the sleep schedule so I can grab a few hours sleep in the a.m. before the sleep deprivation gets too dangerous. But I was confident I'd get back to sleep on my own, and I really wanted to get out today, and I wouldn't have been able to drive if I'd taken the extra meds...bad judgement call...now I'm super sleep deprived and useless to myself. Gonna be a long day.