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Well the fun is over the blackness is here, spriling doom, no bottom to reach

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Oh, this is certainly not sounding like fun at all. I'm sorry you are spiralling and haven't even found the bottom yet. YIKES!!! Take care of yourself and talk to us if you need to. Hugs sweetie. I wouldn't wish this trip on anyone.