I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, cryingontheinside! I agree with what all the other great, wise, wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! You've been given lots of great, wise, wonderful advice and support on this thread! I'd suggest to follow it as much as you can if you want to of course! Please do that ONLY if you want to of course! Sometimes people don't understand that jokes and pranks can REALLY hurt some people even if they mean no harm! Unfortunately many people just don't understand that! I'm so sorry you were hurt by these jokes! Please try to give it as much time as you can and try to be as much patient as you can possibly be! It WILL pass! I promise you that! I hope things will get better soon for you! You are SUCH a caring, sweet, wonderful person and I DO consider you to be my friend! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! Please keep us updated as much as much you can and let us know when you're feeling any better and if there's ANYTHING AT ALL that we can do to help you! We all care about you here! We all love you here! You ARE IMPORTANT to many more people than you can even think of! Feel free to vent and write as much as you need to and want to! You know you'll NEVER be judged! I promise you that! I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, cryingontheinside! You don't deserve to suffer AT ALL! Nobody deserves to suffer AT ALL, certainly not such a caring, strong, sweet and wonderful person like you ARE! YOU'RE AWESOME, YOU ROCK and YOU KNOW THAT! We ALL know that! I'm sure you know that as well even if it's deep down! You're a STRONG, WONDERFUL PERSON! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT!