Thank you everyone . you are wonderful people .
It was so bad what happened . my dad phoned me up and told me my daughter was dead . he told me he pushed her under a train because she was being rude. I told him he was lying but he kept saying it was true . he had a serious voice . for a few seconds i believed him and my body filled with dread and despair that i cannot describe how bad it was . even though i found out it was a sick joke , that feeling of Dread won't completely go away . its still there . i mean that's got to be the sickest thing ever to joke about . it hard to shake off those bad feelings and im already depressed to start with .