My fear of going was compounded by the fact that my main abuser(uncle) was a doctor. I simply explained what I had been through to my doctor. She called around for me and found someone she thought I would be comfortable with. The first appointment was just a get to know you and she showed me the instruments that would be used. She also told me in detail what to expect and that she would talk me through what she was doing. Then I made a second appointment and the actual exam was not nearly as bad as I thought it would be.
Good luck to you and wishing you the strength to get through it.
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach
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