Today was decent, went with some friends for breakfast, then shopping with another friend. We are going to start a garden together which is exciting. Looking forward to healthy vegetables and a hobby. I am trying to remain optimistic and just keep moving.
I think I made it through the worst of it. That was a bad week. I actually feel like I don't know who I am in those kinds of states and it gets almost unsafe for me. It seems ridiculous that I could have that kind of reaction to hormones honestly. I am thinking again of birth control to see if it helps, yet so nervous it could make me really unwell and it could end up dangerous for me.
Sending out lots of compassion!