well that makes no sense... you say your brain is faulty and weak but all that can be explained with mental illness... someone who is faulty and weak are those who hurt others. have you hurt others? no! You're working as hard as you can with the cards you're dealt. Remember, you're a good mother. a good wife... a good daughter... and a good sister. over all a good person in general... kind hearted and caring person... don't forget that.