I need to stop fooling my "boyfriend"

why do I always hook up with drug addicts and tell them I love them when I don't?


I'm scared. Very very scared. I know there are people putting thoughts in my head, and I know the spirits are following me. I can't go for walks so what do I do now but worry? Maybe if I had something to do I wouldn't worry so much. I liked the thunder this morning, waking up to rumbles of thunder and two cats at my feet was good.